Hair down, no makeup, dancing to owl city with my best friend in the park... I like today:)

Its days like this , when I like living, when I haveno worries
Its days when I'm with my best friend ... that I dont care what I look like, I dont care if i say something weird or stupid, I dont care that I sing like a walrus ( cause you do too:)) I just dont care
It's days like today... when I know you're my best friend
KLJ, Your the most amazing friend anyone can ever have

Its on infinite reapeat

They are infinite repeat. I want those memories GONE! I was such a jerk to you.. i remember your face when i said that to you.. you looked as if Your entire world had been blown apart and you didnt have any happy anymore... I didnt realize it at the time... but that face you made... well that made me change who I was. I never wanted to make another person look so defeated as you. Even though I have changed ... that face you made... Its on infinite repeat. I cannot get it out and its slowly killing me inside. Im sorry. Im sorry for saying that. It wasn't true. You have every right to hate me. But please PLEASE dont! Please find it in your heart to forgive me. Im sorry. Please dont give up your life because i told you too ... i was stupid... the world needs you... God made you for a specific purpose , you were MADE to change this world! Did you know that? God made YOU specifically and uniquley to CHANGE this world! Use the knowledge and talents God gave you.. please find it in your heart to forgive , but i dont expect you to forget, i was too horrible to do that. My friends dont know this, but thats the reason i will apologize 20 times after pretty much everything i say that could possibly be almost taken the wrong way... because i dont wan to their hurt face , i dont want to see them look at me like " the one who ruined my life" I want them to look at me as the person who saved them !!!
Im sorry and I love you

The sky poured down today

The sky poured down today
I saw it from my window
And i ran outside
The sky poured down
I twirled,
I ran
I sang
I prayed
I jumped
I laughed
I smiled
I talked to our God
I walked down the street
I played
I loved
I danced in the rain today and fell in love with this world

And you find comfort in the sound

Everybody has one, that one special word, name, place, whatever, that makes you light up at the mere mention of it. I know mine, But whats yours. What makes you happy, comforted, Is it the one your falling for, right out of this sky, can you see it or is it imaginary, think think think... do you have it now? good, now hold on to it and let it hang in your brain , it never leaves your thoughts , are you smiling? If you are ... you've done it right

lover lay down

Why must you go away evrytime we talk , you say your out of time,

well lover lay down and dont go

i just want to see you, but you dont want to see me , you say you miss me like crazy

well then lover lay down and dont go

please <3

I Can Capture This Moment ... Forever

The snow falls down , a gift from God

I can capture this moment , forever in my love

I'm in my city , I've never been so happy

I can capture this moment, forever in my love

Theres little kids looking in the toy shop windows

I can capture this moment , forever in my love

To them, Christmas is magical

I can capture this moment , forever in my love

We all used to be them , and secretly sometimes we wish we still were, you laugh

I can capture this moment, forever in my love

The snow falls harder, and I go to The park

I can capture this moment , forever in my love

I sit down on the now frozen grass, and pray to God, for him not to change anything

I can capture this moment , forever in my love

This city is my dream, one that will come true

I can capture this moment

New York city, You are forever in my love

think of a dream.. do you have one?

You picture YOUR place . You picture YOUR scene. Ive pictured New york City. It is almost Christmas . I'm walking to Times Square. I can see the Christmas tree. Its beautiful like the beauty of the Christmas tree with all the presents underneath it. You were 5 and Christmas was magical. I'm getting closer and I can hear the joyful Christmas music. I smile and laugh. This is where i should be. People are shopping for Christmas presents. Macy's bags are everywhere. I got to the Christmas tree . I sit on a bench . I look up and a snowflake softly lands on my eyelid. i close my eyes and i smile again . People are ice skating . I see two people. A girl and a boy. The girl is wearing a cherry red coat and gloves. The boy is wearing a scarf and hat. They laugh together. The boy swings the girl around and he kisses her. I smile yet again. One day I'll be the girl wearing the cherry red coat and gloves, kissing the handsome boy in a hat and scarf. I look at the clock it is 11:11 . I wish for this exactly. I couldn't want anymore. New York City is my dream . New York City is where I was meant to be. It starts snowing harder. I love it. I get out a book. I start to read. I look up . It's 12:00 . I get up and start walking. I'm walking down the streets and i see all the festive stores. I notice a Little girl looking in the window of a toy shop. She looks so amazed. So happy. I smile once again. Everything in this city makes me smile.

This is my dream. This is where I should be. This is mine . Whats yours